(except i can’t picture a happy ending for rachel, really, and that may be the worst fate of all)
Yes, yes. This is exactly my problem with most AEs for this series. *nods* Except occasionally part of my brain wants to do something in which Marco prodding her somehow keeps her out from circling the drain in the dark parts of her mind like I head canon she did for him about his mom, etc.
Brb Bobby/Ellen feelings are overwhelming me. Also Jo having her own kickass team. And wanting Bobby/Ellen, Jo, Sam, and Dean awkward holiday ‘family’ dinners, etc.